I'm scared to tell her. She would not love me. Look at me im ugly! Christian said Roxanne loves his soul and im his soul because of my words but how could she love me because of my looks. Christian said to tell her the truth that im the one writing and telling him what to say to her and let her choose who she loves but in my heart I know he will win over my looks
Later journal Entry
I was about to to tell her the truth but Christian. Roxanne's
beloved was shot down by musket fire and now I will never be able to tell her how I fill at all.
But Christian and my happiness will be avenged by the point of my sword.
Cyrano de Bergerac